Monday, July 30, 2007

i have been very sad.

I have been unable to get my tan!
with all the rain and clouds.
boohooooo.

wahhaha..
can the sun just come out full blast one day.
hmm.
i was thinking.
maybe sun in the day,
and rain at night.

yeah.
i see the sun now.
but will it carry on throughout the entire day.
cause if it will,

i will skip work just to work on my precious tan.

me.

Friday, July 27, 2007

I dl this song the other day,
and i have been listening to it everyday.
Listen to the lyrics and reflect.
This song shows how strong and resilent one can be.
even when all is not in her way in her chosen path.

Listen close. with eyes shut,
and feel the song.

Listen byBeyonce (DreamGirls)
Listen to the song here in my heart
a melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release
Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
ListenI am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have knownNow I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened
There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed
Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving onIf you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete
Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've got to find my own
My own.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

loves

met up with the girlies this evening
seng, yeeling,yang
as per normal.
non-stop crapping
and indulging in crispy thighs and drumsticks.
ha!
thanks yangster for getting the pineapple cakes and earrings for us.
lovelovelove!

i love pineapplecakes. yum!

thanks for the ear studs! yangster!

i cant bear to eat them now.

tml shall be the day when i can sleep in later than any other day.

unless mr sun turns out to be nice. then i shall head for a short tan.

yippeee!

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

it must have been the beehoon from the pasarmalam.
thought it was steaming hot.
but in the evening,
started to experience cramps in my tummy.
ouch.
unless it was the cheesecakeandcreampuff from SIM.
urgh.
the cramp is still around when i woke up today.
boohooo.
hope ls does not come around.

"interview" later.
hopefully, it works out fine.
puh-lease...

meeting up with the girlies later.
it has been so long.
since we last had a meal!
ha!
betcha its gonna be loads of laughter and bitching.
well.
thats what girls do when they congregate togather anyway.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

i am so burntout.
my entire body has been aching this morn when i woke up.
my arms, thighs, knee, back.
and now it is so bad after a full day of work then wheni cough,
my back aches along with it.
i am old lar.

ok.
while walking home just now,
i tot i heard buzzing.
after i bathe,
i swear i heard it again.
and now as i am typing,
i think i hear it occassionally.
man.
after the dengue epidemic,
it has really gotten me a little freaked out.
what if one whole swarm just decided to invade pasir ris tonight?
goodness.
save me.

i think i am starting to feel the stress alr.
with the essay and weekly accounting assignments
damm.
i have gorgin on food after 9 these days.
and it isnt a real good sign.
i wanna lose some weight still ok.

hai.
i am sleepy.
hopefully the sun comes out for the entire of tml.
so that i can do some tanning with the love.


pls.. mr sun *beady eyes*

Monday, July 23, 2007

a day well spent.
a day i want to have more of.

lovely sun decided to reward me
by sending his rays whilst i was at the pool.
heee.
i got my tan.
and a good workout.

met up with the plt for sgt siti's wedding.
still as pretty she is.
but most importantly, time was well-spent with the dears.
laughter after giggles,
just like the good old times.
hey! we have to do this again real soon.
cause i am missing yu guys alr!
will upload the photos when i am done editing them.

have to go catch some winkies as i will have to work till closing tml.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

When You Are Gone
by Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[ Chorus ]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to
always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[ Chorus ]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to
always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here foreverI know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to
feel you here with me, yeah

[ Chorus ]
When you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone the face i cameto know is missing too
When you're gone the words i need
to hear will always get me through
the day and make it ok
I miss you


woke up to a cloudy sky.
no sun. full of clouds.

i tried to get the essay done.
but...
i freaking could not log on to the internet at nlb
at all.
and there was this cheena lady who was complaining
and trying to grab help fromthe poor guy next to me.
luckily, i had my ears plugged
and pretend not to hear her.
so.
i only managed to completea little of the accounting questions.
other than the textbook ones.
which i haven land my hands on yet.
so i am going to try to make myself search for some information now.

at least, after i am done blogging?
heee.

sgt siti's wedding tml.
a little weird witnessing a senior getting married.
hmmph.
but...
i will be able to see THE pltmates tml.
delta03.
ha.
those were the days.
wonder who's how and what now.
i haven seen them in years!

off to ER myself..
sighs.


ignore the last post i had.
if yu manage to witness the contents of it.
i was rash and stupid.
sorry. my bad.
ignore it yeah.
forget about it.

so.
after pms-ing like nobody's business this early morning.
today's activity went as per planned.
just that the weather spoiled everything.
mr sun!
*glares*
and sister cloud
*doubleglares**
urgh.
tried to tan.
but ended up swimming more
and gorging at food bought at pasarmalan at bedok.
and the idiot pervert who was looking down my top.
i was damm shocked to react.
and he got scot-free.
anyway, now to think of it.
my nips were covered.
so he had not much to see anyway.
*shrugs*
but i am still angry. *smokefromears&firefromeyes*
anyways,went back to rest and mask after
before heading back out for hiphop love again.
daphne brought fantastic mixtapes for warm-ups.
i wonder if i could get those form her?
hmm......

i promise to start on my ER essay tml.
i am going to camp in the library after work.
i should be able to find some info.
i must.
its the 4th week alr.
and i only have 2 more weeks.
gasp!

work it out. work it out.

Friday, July 20, 2007

let me just ask a series of questions.
and let's just ponder over them together?

why is it that relationships start out all warm and fuzzy,
and worms start to manifest on the sugar as time goes by?
how come one will not mind a particular point but yet find it getting on their nerves some months after?
why is it sometimes one party has to keep shut so as to preserve the ego in the other?
why is it sometimes one only realises the faults the other makes but not the faults thatthey create?


think about it.


is being sensitive such an irritating characteristics.?
it is something i possess
yet, cant control when it comes.
so what if i am sensitive.

and dun yu freaking know that i cant stand people who dun keep to what they promise.
thats the thing about promises, aint it?
urgh.

i am in no mood to talk about all this shit.
i am just pms-ing.
go away.
i'll sleep on it.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

went in.

and the lady in charge of me asked me to strip down naked

with the disposable undies and cap!

ha.

disposable undies. and cap.

lemon essence oil. nice.

but the entire treatment was definiteyl pampering.

i love the steam bath!

sauna! woohoooo.

in the end, i managed to plan a surprise for him for his birthday.

since he is so gian for a massage.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

presenting the long overdue photos!

fairy*

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